The CarouselOne more spin on the carouselTo sing the things you know so wellThe subtle truths and boldfaced liesOne more step down the stairs to hellOne more step to the day you dieGolden truth and Tarnished lieThey don't know who they're written byWhich makes one worth goldAnd one worth your soulWho's to say once the story's toldThe carousel spins and sings its songWhile racing mustangs sing alongYou're still in the fastest moments of lifeWhy run with the herd?You're just here for the rideThe clowns and Monsters sneak through the pagesAmidst hellish freaks and prescient sagesBut soon all is clear, all is goneLie took the hill, and the battle is won.One dead leaps from the merry-go-roundGold in the tooth like a hallowed groundYou can't take more, you've had too muchThe lies you know are too cold to touchBlack striped canvas jumps to redWhite is white, the hue of deathAnd lies are truth when it's all you've gotSouls are sold, and flesh is bought. . .
I ForgotI forgot how you made me smileI forgot why you made me cryI guess I forgot why were worth the whileAnd why you made me wanna dieI forgot what I loved about youNow I see nothing I wantI don't know why you're still standing thereI'm sorry, but I forgotNobody cares about you nowDo you see how it feels?To be left out in the coldWith nothing but your tearsAnd don't come crying at my doorstepYou'll get no sympathy'Cause everything I'm doing nowYou already did to meI forgot why you were from aboveI forgot what you had to showI guess I forgot everything I lovedAnd I'm not sure I want to knowI guess being stranded here without youLet forget what I used to wantI don't know why you're still standing thereI'm sorry, but I forgotDid you think you could just come back?I'd greet you with open arms?After all the things you didThe poison you pumped through my heart?Do you think that I still care?That you make me feel badSeeing you standing thereWith a razor in
How've you been?He waits in lineLooks out windowAt the happy livesHe'll never knowThere are no tearsThough he'd like to cryHe's used them upHis eyes are dryToo used to mourningA life that's passed him bySo who gives a shitIf he wants to die?Day after dayHe left them goEach one spent the sameAs the one beforeEach as worthlessAs the otherWhy waste his timeLiving through another?There are timesWhen he cannot findThat happy placeInside his mindThat makes him look happyBright, cheery, and kindWhen in his heartHe's still malignHe no longer caresBecause no one will crySo it's his own fucking businessIf he wants to die. . .No friends to notifyNo next of kinNo one would careWhat became of himBut enough about meHow've you been?
When Winter BleedsSnow soaked redHer body's Color drainsNow she deadAnd nothing's gainedHer purse is emptyI turn aroundStow away my gunUntil another victim is foundI step through the whirling snowflakesI move toward the treesPlenty of money walking through the parksOn nights like these*SNAP* The sound that breaks the silenceThat had fallen like velvet over the nightTo cover in its shrouds the violenceThe hatred, greed, the rage and frightShe's back up, face cloaked in redThis isn't possible I shot her in the headI watched her fall and he watched her dieI watched her blood soak into the whiteShe began to move forwardWhile her blood soaked into the snowDefying every natural lawI was brought up to knowI got myself togetherDrew, and pumped her full of leadShe kept on moving toward me ThoughShe was already deadShe grabbed my neck and pulled me nearI did not try to resistI expected her to rip out my throatLike some Romero flickWhen I opened my eyesShe had leftThe blood in the
I'm so tired of being saved. .I'm so tired of being savedWhy can't you just let me fall?If I wanted to surviveWhy would I try to end it allI have those pills for a reasonBut I have no trouble sleepingI'm so tired of being saved!How can you talk to meWith that smile on your faceWhy can't you just set me free?Why can't I just escape?Why do you always have to save?!That razor has a purposeBut it isn't for my faceI tried to slash my pale white wrists. . .I'm so tired of being savedI'm so tired of being savedWhy can't you just let me fall?If I wanted to surviveWhy would I try to end it allI know the risks I takeBut for some reason I can't dieAnd every time you catch my fallYou just leave me asking why. . .I'm so tired of being savedWhy can't you just let me fall?If I wanted to surviveWhy would I try to end it allThis rope has an objectiveBut I've nothing to dieWhy can't you just turn your back?Why can't you just let me die?!I'm so tired of being saved. . .//Techno voice//The scars you l